Monthly Archives: March 2013

Trapeze Artist

I’m having crazy anxiety mood swings today.  I went from telling funny stories, loudly, with differentiated voices and wild hand gestures; to deciding that I HAVE to write the great American novel NOW because I have the Best Idea Ever; … Continue reading

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Sinus Rhythm

Thursday I woke up with a beast of a sinus infection, and spent the day away from my own day.  This weekend seems to have made up for any relaxation effect that not worrying about everything under the sun for … Continue reading

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The Upswing

Today is a bit of a cheat, because I didn’t so much worry as obsess over cool things.  Which amounts to the same damn inability to think in a straight line, but with a much better mood. It’s like the … Continue reading

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The Jerk Between My Ears

I’ve had anxiety disorders for as long as I can remember.  The actual diagnoses are generalized anxiety disorder, social anxiety disorder, and panic disorder.  The take away message is: disorder.  My brain is an unholy mess. Imagine holding your breath, … Continue reading

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